Archive for September 12th, 2008

12
Sep

infirmity and debilitate

Some of my friends have been coaxing me repeatedly not to play ‘heart games’ anymore.

due to the fact that whenever I’m falling to a girl whom is special to me, I can’t never help myself focusing on my works.

However gratefully, it won’t take a long time to square one.

I got this weird feeling inside or I was in the weird feeling myself ever-since I get to know this special girl.

Unfortunately, I didn’t get any response from her at all. When I asked why? All I got was the old lame and insensible reason.

“You are too good to be my heart companion”

“So, what types of person or characteristic do you like me to be? Good or bad?” I asked her in return.

Gosh! All this stuffs made me sick! My feeling, my focus and all kind of things went wrong. What should I do dear God? Please tell me!

I beg YOU God…

For the last moment of my life, I saw the way where should I follow and head it. But it’s still dimly visible.

Please God. I beg YOU.